frustated :(

Till yesterday,

          I thought I deserved whatever I had.

Today,

          It’s not the same!

          I don’t deserve anyone, let alone my parents.

          Their fate, I am theirs!

          Apart from them, I feel all alone.

          Frustrated, angry on myself, vexed….

          I am no more myself

          Lost interest in everything around me

          Feel like a crap and shit

          With my head spinning and blurred vision…

          With eyes moist, red and more tears threatening to drop…

          Feeling extremely low…

          Reality struck me in a short span of time…

That,

          I don’t deserve any nice people in this world…

          I am not the person to be loved…