Saturday, 23 August 2014

frustated :(



Till yesterday,
          I thought I deserved whatever I had.
Today,
          It’s not the same!
          I don’t deserve anyone, let alone my parents.
          Their fate, I am theirs!
          Apart from them, I feel all alone.
          Frustrated, angry on myself, vexed….
          I am no more myself
          Lost interest in everything around me
          Feel like a crap and shit
          With my head spinning and blurred vision…
          With eyes moist, red and more tears threatening to drop…
          Feeling extremely low…
          Reality struck me in a short span of time…
That,
          I don’t deserve any nice people in this world…
          I am not the person to be loved…